Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Today, 24th April 2007, marked my 2nd month of marriage....Eh babe,only 2nd month....why the big huuuu haaa....You still got a long way to go...Pelan-pelan kayuhlah ye....BUT...i dont care wat others may think. For me,i've entered a different world now & a different task to do or achieve. So far, i am happy & SYUKUR for everything. At least, i have someone to share my problems or happiness together. Semoga jodoh kami berpanjangan dan dikurniakan zuriat yg soleh/solehah...InsyaALLAH...Amin...
I am happy...yes,i swear i am....But at the same time i am sad with people around me...not my hubby ya...WHY must there be secrets???Kenapa terlalu berahsia ngan aku???Am i not part of you....??? Ya i am married but doesn't mean dat i dont bother things around me....
But still...i dont blame anyone...i dont hold grudges....
I love to share my secrets/rahsia wif my beloved ones....But sometimes i've got the feeling dat it is unnecessary to do dat...coz no one appreciate me....Maybe i am too sensitive...but tell me,i am only a human wif feelings & sympathy wif people so is it wrong to be sensitive....???
After i married,i learnt not to think negative....POSITIVE is the best choice for a married person. Do not think negative...or you end up wif problems,problems & more PROBLEMS...
" PENGALAMAN TELAH MENDEWASAKAN DAN MEMATANGKAN FIKIRAN "
Sounds like a lyric to a song,right??? ya true but dis line really makes me realise...
I learnt from my mistake....Aku jatuh dan perlahan-lahan bangun,kuatkan semangat lalu teruskan perjuangan....
uuhhh!!! i am getting emotional...am i?
Whatever happen,i still have my family (both hubby's & mine) & my beloved hubby....
I cherish every moment wif them...i really do....
Biarlah mereka nak berahsia ngan aku...lambat laun,aku tau jugak...
Biarlah mereka nak buat sesuatu tanpa aku....mungkin ader hikmahnya....
Biarlah apape pun....lama-lama aku "season" jugak....
Dengan cara begini,aku anggap ia satu dugaan dariNYA...
ok dats all for today....oh ya today i'm on E-leave....stress nak rest je kat rumah....
going back to werk tomorrow....Baju kejer both hubby & mine semua dah gosok....
Now waiting for hubby to come back from werk...
oooppppsss!!!! today my mum dah masak....so lucky me still living under one roof ngan parents...if not...hah..masaklah sendiri...hehehehe
Thanks Umi...luv u....
oh btw,sori ya...the entry today abit "rojak"....Malay + English....faham jelah ye....
agak tak faham tak payah baca....**winkz**
-AWIEJA-
~~hurtbaybie....tak sabar nak makan Swensen dis Friday wif my colleagues...~~
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