Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Here's my promise...
Darling's new hp..W810i..The phone is not bad sey...quite light & it came together wif 512MB memory stick..
Darling is so hepi to get dis...and we just add a few dollars to get the speaker...
Its quite worth ar...hehehe
Ok forget abt the phone issue.
Now,i've heard the latest news...I encourage him to go & visit. Of course he will not go alone...
He can go with his sis,bro-in-law or nieces...but not alone.I just wanna clarify dat i did not or influence him not to visit. There's a few occasions dat i've ask him to go but of course he dont want to coz it means he have to "enter the lions' den". But now,i know there's no choice. He have to go before anything happen. I dont want people to think i am the type of lady who wants him for myself... He is free to do anything he likes...As long as his love is still with me.
As for me,i will not go. Coz i dont wanna be hypocrite..of course everybody IS hypocrite but not to the extend of gamble with our own religion...AKU TAK NAK BERSUBAHAT. And i dont want to see my love ones to hate me for my "kurang ajar" behaviour.
Sori if i am harsh on my words...but dat is the facts. I have been telling him dat i wanna visit. But not there...maybe somewhere else...it seems dat now it is too late...I can only "doa" every day in my prayer. That is my promise....
Darling, i am sori...i shld not behave dis way. But i am still hurt with wat "SHE" say or did to me last time. And also i am hurt with dat "kid" saying bad abt me. I know everybody will think dat she is just a small kid,but look i guess she dah "baligh" and know wats right or wrong. Very brave indeed to say abt me which is absolutely not true. And all dat happened infront of my own parents. Admit i am no angel but i hate people who loves to make "fitnah". "DAN HUKUMAN NYA ADALAH BERAT DARI BERZINA..."Subhanallah!!!
Ok i dont want to think of the past...it just part of my nightmare...
Now, i just wanna think of wat will happen next...
No revenge from me..coz i know ALLAH is there. And HE is watching,mind u....
gtg..me getting too emotional now...
yalah cengeng ma...hehehe. Cry baby... ;p
Will blog again if i'm not tired...
Dis Friday is baking time...tak sabar...
-AWIEJA-
~~hurtbaybie...no i am not hurt with u...~~
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