Friday, August 04, 2006
2nd August 2006, marked my 10 mth engagement anniversary wif Darling....
3rd August 2006, my 1 yr 2mths anniversary (since the first time we met)
I know its kind of short period of knowing each other but after going through alots of ups & downs in my past relationships, its abt time for me to settle down & think of my future.
GOD sent him(Darling) for me.
Pertemuan kami adalah kerana ketentuan ALLAH...
bukan kerana orang lain (ingat tu...tak payah riak.....)
I'm hepi wif him & luv him deeply....
Although sometimes i dont understand why we quarrel, but i think,in any relationship,not only good moments we share but there are time that we had a bad days.
Normal lah,i cant control my tears..coz i am not strong..i am WEAK. Admit that.
I will try to give & take. Change my bad attitude. Listen to Darling coz he's my future hubby-to-be. Not the other way round...(eeeeee...tak malu takut bini....hahaha)
But overall, i am hepi & 'bersyukur' atas segalanya....
I've got my parents...very understanding & supportive....
I've got my bro & younger sis....gereknyer kaki...
I've got my fiance...luv me for wat i am..and we've got the same interests...
I've got ALL my beloved friends...who understands wat i'm going through...
I've got my job(alhamdulilah...syukur) for me to help my family & hooray2 every mth...
I've got ALLAH...sentiasa melindungi...
So..wat more i want??? Enough for me....I never ask for more...
I just want peaceful life which finally been given to me eversince THAT incident.
And i want to be a good person...although not the best among all....
Syukran..syukran...with wat was given to me...
p/s: Aku sentisa berdoa agar...Izz & Liyi,Ainn & Yat...akan kekal jodoh mereka.
Coz i can 'CLICK' wif them...Walaupun i know it will takes times for them to settle down...
Tapi kalau jodoh tak ke mana....
Pertemuan & Perpisahan ditangan TUHAN....the rest is up to us...
Luv u all.......
-AWIEJA-
~~hurtbaybie..getting emo...nowadays..~~

